it’s no secret that I’m hurting from you not being here anymore, and there’s no denying that I won’t be able to not think about you every day for the rest of my life. I’m not good with words, but if I had the chance to bring you back to life I think I would find words to tell you that I never thought I knew. It’s only been a week since you’ve been gone, and it’s been the hardest time of my life. I can’t imagine not being able to ever talk to you again, but sadly it’s reality. I just want to hear one of your jokes and I come back with a sarcastic comeback, like it used to be. It has only been a week since we were all hanging out, happy together, but oh my god it seems like months ago. I guess that’s what happens when you experience true loss. I wish you didn’t have to leave this world so early, because my selfishness comes into place and I just want you to be a friend in my life forever. It’s true when they say expect the unexpected because, God, I never did expect this to happen to us. I never expected to wake up and realize that I would never hear your voice again. Now all I have to hang on to is imagining you laughing and calling me a loser up in heaven, because I’m typing a sappy post about you on the Internet.